Stop chasing it.
Stop reaching and grasping.
Stop the wanting, like all that reaching and wanting is gonna make it happen, it’s not. Your grasping for air. Your talking. Show me something you can actually do.
Nor will that thing do what your imagination thinks it will do. That thing is small, that thing is keeping you blind, that think you don’t have is not letting you see and use what you do have.
So stop chasing.
Just stop and see that you got some beautiful tools at your disposal right here right now.